THE FIGHT AGAINST EVIL, THE PILGRIMAGE OF FOLLOWING THE PATH TO GOD, IS AN INDIVIDUAL FIGHT, AN INDIVIDUAL PATH.
If like minded people band together to buttress their individual fights and pilgrimages, it can be a blessing, or a curse.
But when one stands before the books of balance, it is the individual which must answer for wrongs done, mistakes made, as well as satisfaction in things done right, other humans helped, the good fight.
I was used as a lab rat by the USA for an experimental vaccine.
I am a fighter so I did not die as thousands of GIs did, but I have lived with pain and sickness the rest of my life.
I suppose the CIA thought I had enough hate in me for payback they could use me to do some of their war against America they wage.
Without getting into the history of particulars , I had a CIA operative try to get me to play the CIA’s undercover rain deer games for years.
After years of phone calls when he could not suck me in, he tried two more last ditch efforts.
One was to ask me if I did not want some “pay back”?
I told him no, because if I found the evil asses who ordered the experiment on GIs which killed thousands, disabled thousands more, with no compensation coming from the USA which to this day still lies about the facts, if I held them down and shot them up with what they shot me up with, it did the same damn thing to them it did to me, that would not make my life better in any way.
The other thing he tried was to try to say if a man like me would say the right things, the people would follow me and I could make a difference.
He tried to use Jesus the Christ as an example, in that if Jesus had toned down a bit his criticisms of the ruling elites, played the game a bit, he might have won.
He was confused when I told him Jesus did win.
He asked me how he won when they nailed his ass to a post, he died in great pain?
I explained, Jesus did his Duty to God, he did not compromise, he did not back down, he remained true to God, his Duty and to himself.
The Hebrew people who rejected his message, soon ceased to exist as a people.
Rome as an empire ceased to exist in a few hundred years.
But dying on the tree, with the sheep throwing insults and sheep shit at him, Jesus won Individually.
When you stand before the record of your life, only you individually will reap the rewards for things done right, or answer for things done wrong, no matter how much company you had on the path where these things were done.
Stay true to yourself.
The sheep who bleat at you in praise or anger here on this rock will not be there when you one on one face what you have done in this life.
The Ole Dog!